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wow..
好险啊
忘了自己胃不好了
刚才还跑去买sarsi喝
幸好没事 hehex

明天要去表演
本来现在应该去睡觉了
可是我觉得自己会犯贱
所以我要搞到自己超累了才去睡
不然我可能又会做同样的事

好啦，找些事来麻醉自己
很想聊电话
可是不知道找谁聊
而且要人家打过来 xP
算啦，先看蜡笔小新吧
至少还挺好笑的

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在那一刹那，我哭了
不敢相信事情来到这种地步
爸妈在一旁看得很心痛
我知道很对不起你们
可是我真的觉得自己超没用
我连珍惜是什么东西都不知道
我觉得全部都是我的错
错到面对不了自己
算了吧..
现在总算回到家了
胃口也好一点点
好了，现在开始
今天之前的事，我都不想再提
从新开始吧。

what you don't understand

watch it from 2:07
i love that moment
the touching emotional
always cry when listen to this
i don't understand why JOSHUA cant win
he is great
his voice full of power
and he always brings his soul into the songs




if my dream comes true
i will sing this song too.
i know JOSHUA's feeling
because i know someday i will do such of thing


when you are being inside, you feel inside.


it seems like no one can read my heart
they don't know how sad im
until you become famous, they will only be interested in your past.
be the special one, and there will be someone just like me will try to know you
i don't know there is how many people love music
but i believe some do. just like me.

26/5

今天跟傻婆雯去看戏
will smith哦~ 我偶像之一 xP
对于我来说还不错看啦
不明白为什么那些男生说很闷
原来王伊雯看戏的时候会有动作的 XD
好可爱


其实我很紧张的
因为我第一次跟她单独逛街
不过你很幸运哦~
你是第一个听见我说出我的想法的人
跟你说了以后害我又很心痛
下次我们一定会有很多机会逛街的
亲爱的紫琪，下次你一定要来呀


头很痛
怎么回事呢
哎哟.. 你这个人别再那么弱了

maybe.

maybe we are facing same problem
maybe we are using the same method
maybe we are feeling the same feeling.

maybe i know what is going on
but, Im not sure, babe.
Im scared.

just put it aside and don't think about it
because i know i did too much.
my faults make me can't face you, and myself.
what i can do is, release.. You and I.


a song brought me back my mind.
i know what i really want now
yes, i really do. But i don't know what to do.
who can teach me?
no, i won't tell you my problem.

there is no unhappiness in my life now
so i think i use a right way to face myself
at least, im happy in this moment.

exam

考试来了..
可是刚刚收到一个消息
就是我必须补考，为了一场政府的演出
hmm... 心情有点复杂
第一次要补考，感觉怪怪的咯
很怕添，没有得作弊 xD

唉...日子真闷
幸好昨晚你给我带来了一点快乐
哈哈..开心啊~


不知道自己怎么了
可是有时候又很清楚自己在做什么
矛盾 =.=
讨厌这样的心情
就是这样我才觉得很闷

我也不懂现在我要表达什么
只是觉得很闷然后随便写些东西
hmm... 许多东西放在深处就好了，宝贝
只要这些方法可以令你快乐，那就做吧
不需要理会人家怎么看待
对，找个途径奔向快乐。